Did you let her come closer?

I wanted to meet somewhere down in the deep
I have been there before, and I'm not afraid
Your eyes they change colour in the lighting
But they can look now, I am prepared

*Did you let her come closer?
Was she more beautiful than me?
There are days when I think more about her, than of you.
I walk beside you, but I fall behind
Cannot bare to run anymore
I tried to show you with my eyes,
but it's not me who you see...
This place is someone elses
and I have to find my way out.
How should you love someone, who loved someone before you?

I remember clearly how she was introduced.
But it was me who let her in.
I have tried to put all the blame on you,
even though deep inside I know it's mine.
We're standing on the street, exchanging sentences in the dark,
outside the finest hotel in town.
Your hands are asking me to sleep over,
as a way to say 'thank you' for tonight.

*repeat

At times it can feel lonesome
if you're wondering what I'm thinking of.
So I hold on tight, and creep closer to you,
as if she would disappear then?
We hardly ever talk aloud about our future,
we never talk aloud about what we have.
Your dreams are getting harder to see now,
and soon, mine will no longer be there.

*repeat