I do missing pretty good these days

I miss a lot. I miss love. I miss people. I miss parts of myself and who I used to be. But mostly I miss people.
Some people that dissapeared out of my life. Some that went away cause they had to, some that are still here, but not with me. Some that I chased away by being stupid, and some that just went away in some other sense.
I have a necklace with the inscription 'life is what you make of it'. And I cannot agree more.
Every decision I've made has made my life the way it is now. And so it will continue to be.
I will have more people, and moments to miss in the future. But I will keep my missing on a stable level (if there is such a thing) so my life doesn't go to waste by missing something, not when I have so much else here that does'nt need missing.